Doing work on a "project" today. It's a creative project so it should be good. All 17 of my library books are due today.Great. :) Right now, we're deciding who is going to take them back. If my dad goes, I told him to take my baby brother so he can see the tree at Rockefellar Center. I took my baby brother downstairs to see the tree in our main lobby a few days ago and he loved it. He was staring at it so much. He would love the tree at Rockefellar Center! Since I'm not going they might take him another day though. The project needs to get done. I take care of him so much, I could be his mother. I don't mind at all- the child needs somebody in his life to set him straight. Between my mom and my dad, that person is going to be me because they're not one forsee the "emotional" development of their children.
I am always there for him. I smile for him, when I don't even feel like smiling. He needs to have that type of nurturing care, for someone to speak with him gently and coo to him when the rest of his family is busy screaming or arguing with each other. I hope that I get a great job so I can take care of him and he doesn't have to live in a house with so much noise and racket. I'm beginning to wonder what it is going to do to him.
Right now, he is top priority on my list. As for anyone who gets in my way, I am simply going to hound them down. This is what I want, and this is what I will see happen.
