She did it again. She woke me up at freaking four o'clock in the morning to ask me to fast, and when I say no she even bothers to ask why. Yeah, I guess being anemic and getting sick from fasting isn't a reasonable excuse for her. Last time I did it, my head was spinning so immensely, I had to sit down on my bed and couldn't do any work. But whatever, she doesn't care.
So after she wakes me up at 4, I had a hard time sleeping so now I have a headache. This is probably going to seem like a whole bitchin filled entry, but whatever. I'm hungry, sick, tired.
I'm also sick and tired of people making judgements on me based on what they don't even know about me. For example, this kid in my school hates all women. So I am talking to him, actually trying to cheer him up, and he blows up at me telling me all women are out of use men and what other kinda crap he had in his head. I have been through more shit than anyone I know, and I don't take it out on people. Retard. Go ahead, judge me. Think of me based on what you know of other females. I don't care, because I don't care about you. Keep running the circle of hatred. If your stupid brain tells itself that I should prove myself to you, then tell it to wait. Because it's NEVER going to happen. This is what I get for actually caring about you. But I guess even in that, I was trying to use you right?
Listening to the countdown on Z100 and preparing my term paper. I miss listening to music on the radio. Mp3's don't sound as good. Sometimes when you have so much technology, it makes you miss the real thing. I miss Shouly too. Need to do some self healing before I leave permanent marks on my scull.
