SIGH...I had a freaking post for u all but blogger ate it. So, let's see what I can remember. I have a new layout. I think the layout resembles my mind, in that I have one picture to focus on and there are other little things that are always in the way. I have been annoyed for the past couple of weeks, going through a lot of shit in life. I even drank Drano. Yes, I am suicidal. I don't want anyone telling me about how life is good.I don't live yr life, so how can I know? I am so sick and tired of being this vulnerable lil being...it's like everything is eating away and destroying me. I'm sick and tired of ppl telling me to see the light. Whatever, my life is not some cookie cutter world. Other ppl have problems, yea I know. But if you're gonna tell me my problems don't count and I shoudn't be so consumed in them, fuck off. REALLY. I don't give a shit about what you have to say and you might as well sit there picking you ass bc that is what I see you as:AMUSING, HUMOROUS, AND ASSININE. I wish some ppl would let me live my life. I am so sick and tired of putting up a front for people. It's getting to the pt where I can't take it any more. I'm extremely fragile and vulnerable. I threw up this morning, fainted, then passed out. I got up and cried like maybe 7 times today. I cried for everything I had to deal with in life. I just need to get away from civilization. People are beginning to annoy me. I don' t think I give a shit about anything any more. Let alone anyone. Have you ever met someone who thinks they are so smart and cute that they are the center of the universe? WELL, I think those ppl should be shot up the ass or something. They're the most annoying assholes you've ever met, and they go around talking about other ppl, as if they are the assholes. AND SPOILED PPL. oh shit I hate spoiled ppl. They are the most grimey fucking retarded ppl on the face of the earth. AND THEY WHINE AND PINE ABOUT THEIR LIL PROBLEMS. Jesus, I'm sorry you can't tolerate the fact that nobody gives a shit about you except your mommy and daddy who spoiled you to be rotten ugly lil judgemental retarded morons. I wish I could wipe the smile off your faces and see what you'd do if you really had something to cry about.
