I feel sick...really really sick. I don't get it. I don't get what is wrong with me. My bones have been hurting for the last few days and if I so even as scratch myself, I get hurt..and it hurts a lot. Like while I was sleeping this morning, I moved my leg and the hair on my knee moved sent a shooting pain though my knee..that shit hurt a lot...and then I started to move my hand too and that started hurting too. I'm beginning to think there is something severely wrong with me.. not just me being a little sick. I think I am just gonna stop moving bc it hurts when I move and then I get dizzy and have to lay down and I feel like I can't move bc everything hurts...yesterday I couldn't even pick up my baby brother bc after I felt dizzy and I had to sit down...and then I had no idea what had happened or where I was. I have been studying and I can recall all the information I have been reading but I can't remember what my mother said or what happened a few minutes ago until I sit down for a while and think about it...which is really scary, and hurts my head. I can usually recall things very easily...now I dunno where I am or what I'm doing. I keep feeling like I'm burning up and I have all these cramps in my stomach which hurt like crazy...
I have no idea what is causing it either..lack of water? Iron pills? Depression and constant upset? I'm not really upset though...because I went with Tanya yesterday to get her haircut and she is so happy and bubbly it's contagious. She wouldn't believe it when I told her that she was bubbly and I go yeah it's true yr like a fairy all "I'm happy look at me" and she starts laughing.
Oh and her hair is gorgeous! She is so pretty, and now she's even better lookin with the haircut because it's beautiful. The lady used a lot of styling products on her hair, so we had to go to the local drugstore to get them. Then we were walking to the train station and these two guys were checking her out, and I was like see those guys were checking you out like nice haircutttt And she's goes SHHH. Lol. Anyways, she was happy to get her haircut because she hadn't gotten it cut in like a year or so so I dragged her along with me to get it cut at this place where I knew they did hair well. When she was leaving she was all like "I love you!" and shit, and I was like wait til you can get it done like that or else you're going to come into class Monday and be like "I hate you! You ruined my hair!"
I kinda felt bad because I look like shit and I don't care, because I'm so busy worrying about other things I can't care any more.
This is kind of a half assed entry bc I had more to say on the topic but I can't remember bc I feel like shit and everything is hurting. so yea. sorry.
