My insides feel sick today...I dunno why :( I'm supposed to go with Kari and Brad to the Bluejays today and I hope to see Tanya there bc her drama is going down...lol..but I feel so hopeless and depressed. It's almost like my body is responding to my mental being and sinking into a bad state too. My mom called me smart yesterday for some reason and I felt so bad because even though I can be smart sometimes, I can't apply that brain to retain any knowledge like to concentrate on anything...it's so annoying when I can study and I can't memorize anything because...well my mind is drifting elsewhere. And I do try, I try with all my effort but I just can't do it. Freaking molecules...Tanya said it's the fact that I'm not motivated at all...which of course is very reasonable...I don't find anything interesting any more, especially not carbonyl molecules...but my common sense seems to have risen. Okay I'm gonna go now and see what I can do about these sharp pains in my tummy...and hopefully try to study some organic....I have a quiz today...wish me luck :)
