Weeeeeeeeeeeeee.....hi people! I been listening to a lot of songs lately, and I gotta tell you. I love all of them. I missed music so much. Music was my love since pre-k. When I was in second grade I would sing in front of my mirror with a brush in my hand as a mike and hope that some day I would become a star. But I gave up on those dreams, dunno when, dunno why, dunno how. I guess it was the stress out of my parents wanting me to become a doctor, and when your studying for your exams, music becomes somewhat irrelevant, because you're all about focus and concentration and I believe music is needed to calm a person down. Sigh...never been so happy with an untangible object before ;) My first love is music. My second love is writing. Doo be doo.
So I wanted to put a song, it's a great song. I wanted to see if anyone remembered it. The words go like this:
"I'll remember, the love that you gave me, Now that I'm standing on my own..."
I love that song. And the lyrics make sense, yeah I'll remember the love someone gave me, but sometimes standing on your own is the greatest feeling in the world. I don't want to let go of it. I know I am strong. Im a survivor. I also like Christina's "Fighter". That song is hot. I thought her dirrty impersonation was skankier than some ghetto girls I know then she got back to some real stuff which made me feel a whole lot better. I thought she was becoming another Britney-overprotected Nymphomanic who is sending a message out to the world :"I am innocent so fuck me!" Nah but yo, Britney is a pop retard...lol
The other day I went out with my friends. This is really funny, we went to eat at this Thai place called Lemongrassgrill on 14 st. And after we ate and payed our bill, and left a two dollar tip, our waitress comes over and was like...begging for our tip. She's like "These workers only work for tip and it's supposed to be 15 percent" You shoulda heard the drama in that woman's voice I was about the smack that bitch out yo...lol After we got out out of the restaurant Kari goes "Who asks for a tip? What the hell is that?" Lol she wanted five dollars and we gave her two and then when Kari gave her three she shut up. Moron. Anyways, that day was fun, even though towards the end of the day I got very tired and very emotional, which I think Kari handled well :) Propz to Kari.
Okay so let me tell yall what Tracy did...she sent me a card, a really cute one with a note in it. She's sent me like three cards so far..and in this one, she put a wad of 40 dollars inside a lil envelope...I was like huh?? I was about to give it back but then my mom goes "friends give each other favors, so it's up to you to return the favor some day"
What can i say but I HAVE THE NICEST FRIENDS!! THANK YOU! THANK YOU ALL!!! I think you guys are all beyond great, you hold me up so much. God knows I don't deserve these friends but they are there for me in the worst of times. Man I feel like crying again. Lol. You guys make me cry! Nah but seriously, I cried after I opened the card, I cried when Kari was taking me home and she wanted to stay longer cuz she thought I was upset....Heh. A girl can't even be upset any more, when she's surrounded by so much joy.hehehehe...what can I say.
