I feel alone. Destitute. Lost. Sometimes I don't wanna be myself any more. These times have become more and more frequent. And, btw, there is a new layout. I was so frustrated I sat myself down last night and made it. I tried to personalize it more. Its got a hint of elegance in it that I like. I just wish I could do more. This mental block is not healthy. It makes me wanna shoot myself sometimes.
