On friday I was supposed to take my last Psych test and I managed to read the wrong chapters. I don't know why but I knew the chapters were 16 and 17 but for some reason my mind said 6 & 7 and so hence, I did the wrong chapters. I am so tired of this shit. Reading the wrong chapters, getting everything all messed up and not knowing what to do. But it's ok, I think it is going to be alright. I managed to get a different time for the test and I went today to take it but he was sick so it gives me more days to study. I went to register today, I got a hold on my account, which means I have to wait for my tuition bill to clear out and the credits to be added. Joesten pointed out and I almost forgot I had to take a math (gateway) test. So I must remember that. I also have to hand in the cs letter to all the cc's Blecherman named bc I totally forgot about that too. That leaves a few more tasks and then I must take the test for Psychology and register for classes. I think I have regained more control of my life now.
Oh, and today I got a certificate of merit award from Poly for APO. First award I got from Poly. And guess who nominated me?! Sunil! Sunil's the best :) hehe, he's a really cool kid. I also got a letter in the mail today about a job offer. They are hiring at Vector, and it is near my house. It pays well hopefully the location is okay. I am going to take c++ over the summer, hopefully this works out well. If it doesn't go together, then it wasn't meant to be.
I hope my mom stops screaming. I am going to go nuts the next time she blows up at me. She doesn't even blow up, she senselessly screams and expects us to listen to orders and make sense of it. It causes me to collapse into a chaotic mental state and then relax when she tells me to go away. This is really bad. I am going to control my life. It's mine and she shouldn't have control over it. I will control my life. I will control my life. This will work. This will work. This will work.
